I dreamed of grown up moments and now I wish I were just a child again when all I knew was innocence… when I could cry as loud as I wanted when I would stand on a chair only to sing an unclear song and still my little mates would clap their hands when all I could draw were a cloud, a mountain, a house, a coconut tree and a butterfly bigger than the tree and got the whole praise for that when I would run in the rain - naked without being ashamed when I could just being lazy the whole day and still foods will be served there childhood… when no awareness required when understandings was not of concern 0h wait a sec... I can see the difference in there, I wasn’t aware that it was love I didn’t know that I was living a life I didn’t understand that it was me yea… I like the now I like this time right now though I need to struggle for certificates rite… also for knowledge and friendships - of course (hah!) though I need to think of going to work to maintain Rupiah in my pocket ($$$) though I